白河夜船之蓮貓

I burst into tears tonight while i was watching ER.

The lovely medical student character, Lucy, was killed by a psychiatric patient.

The whole ER crew tried hard to save her life but failed.

There's a scene that Dr. Kerry Weaver wanted to intubate Lucy to help her breathe and Weaver's hands shook badly.

It's the time when I started to cry cause i was there, i was once in her shoes and didn't  know what to do.

Nicole called me around the end of the episode and kinda scared.

Well....i'm ok, it's just PTSD, i guess...